Hello Marshmello
I still can’t believe it…All those days where we use to hang out sooo much, watching movies together, shopping together, all that stuff cute couples did, WE did. I remember we would always talk on the phone every night after 9 because that’s when my minutes are free and I would get so angry when you called me before that. The high phone bill my dad received just because of our pointless conversations and just because I wanted to hear you snore…I can’t lie, but it was all worth it. You were worth it. To be honest, I just hate how things turned out the way they did. I don’t mean to brag or anything, but I was always there for you and provided you with everything you ever wanted. Food, clothes, and even money to shop! You were my princess, my everything. People would always come and tell me that you were only using me, but I didn’t feel that way and didn’t want to believe it. With everything I gave you, in return, you gave me your heart and boy it feel good to be loved. Our feelings exchanged and we were all smiles. A bitter sweet connection between you and I. But where are those feelings now? Ever since you went on your vacation, things just got ugly and uglier each day. So ugly that you decided to let go of me, THROUGH text. I didn’t want to believe it and tried my best to deny everything but found out you were only flirting with other people. Yes, it did hurt me but I learned to forgive you. You were able to move on so quick and that stressed the hell out of me. People would always point out so many negative things you did to hurt me but I personally wouldn’t care because my love for you was so strong and genuine. Even on this day, I still dream about you and I don’t know why. I find it hard for you to still hate me but I’m okay with that because I remember the love you once gave me was REAL. Whoever is reading this, judge me all you want but i’m not ashamed to let anyone know that she will always have a place in my heart. And as much as I don’t want to say it, I really miss her.

I still can’t believe it…All those days where we use to hang out sooo much, watching movies together, shopping together, all that stuff cute couples did, WE did. I remember we would always talk on the phone every night after 9 because that’s when my minutes are free and I would get so angry when you called me before that. The high phone bill my dad received just because of our pointless conversations and just because I wanted to hear you snore…I can’t lie, but it was all worth it. You were worth it. To be honest, I just hate how things turned out the way they did. I don’t mean to brag or anything, but I was always there for you and provided you with everything you ever wanted. Food, clothes, and even money to shop! You were my princess, my everything. People would always come and tell me that you were only using me, but I didn’t feel that way and didn’t want to believe it. With everything I gave you, in return, you gave me your heart and boy it feel good to be loved. Our feelings exchanged and we were all smiles. A bitter sweet connection between you and I. But where are those feelings now? Ever since you went on your vacation, things just got ugly and uglier each day. So ugly that you decided to let go of me, THROUGH text. I didn’t want to believe it and tried my best to deny everything but found out you were only flirting with other people. Yes, it did hurt me but I learned to forgive you. You were able to move on so quick and that stressed the hell out of me. People would always point out so many negative things you did to hurt me but I personally wouldn’t care because my love for you was so strong and genuine. Even on this day, I still dream about you and I don’t know why. I find it hard for you to still hate me but I’m okay with that because I remember the love you once gave me was REAL. Whoever is reading this, judge me all you want but i’m not ashamed to let anyone know that she will always have a place in my heart. And as much as I don’t want to say it, I really miss her.

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  1. chhewyyy said: Hey buddy, No one has the right to judge you because the last time I checked, it’s not a crime to fall in love. I’m sorry for what you went through, but I can only hope that things will get better for you. Keep your head up dude! :)
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